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Saturday, August 30, 2008

Life is never easy
I know that
But I never thought
It will be this hard

What's happiness, really?
What's joy, for crying out loud?
What's this ecstatic feeling
Everyone has been talking about?

I know
That I once knew
Of all the euphoria
People around me feel

I wonder where it has gone
Why it left me
How and when and
What has made it flee?

Perhaps it's my family
Perhaps it's my friends
Who are all so very far away
Perhaps I missed their warmth

There's nothing I can do
I will just have to stay strong
And endure all this distress
That will always stay with me
Here.

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8/30/2008 04:53:00 PM ; smile'

Monday, August 18, 2008

18 Aug 2008, 14 00 hr

Prelims are somewhat over....
Hehehe...
All the horribly difficult subjects have passed...
How cool is that??
Hehehe...
But I officially flunk my Geography test...
Should have been more serious studying yesterday...
Well, what to do?
It's over.
I'll study way way way harder for the mighty O's...
And....
Get into top JC!!!
(esp RJC!!!)
^^



8/18/2008 02:09:00 PM ; smile'


18 Aug 2008, 13 45 hr

Natsir and Widyanto lost to South Korea at yesterday's gold medal match...
Thus... They got Silver...
I'm sad, devastated (add in whatever synonym you know) but then, Silver is also not bad, right?
Hehe...
However, Limpele and Marissa also lost the Bronze medal match to China...
So from yesterday's match, instead of Gold and Bronze, we got the middle rank: Silver...

No worries!!!

They are still the best for me!!
Go Indonesia!!!

Applause for....

Markis Kido! Hendra Setiawan!

Lilyana Natsir! Nova Widyanto!

Flandy Limpele! Vita Marissa!

Maria Kristin Yulianti!



8/18/2008 01:45:00 PM ; smile'

Saturday, August 16, 2008

16 Aug 2008, 11 15 p.m.

INDONESIA WON!!!!!!!
FIRST GOLD!!!!!!!
ON THE EVE OF OUR INDEPENDENCE DAY!!!!!!!
HOW COOL IS THAT??????

Markis Kido and Hendra Setiawan played Double's Men Gold Medal Match just now against China...
They lost the first set (12-21)...
But won the next 2 sets!! (21-11) and (21-16)
OMG I am SOOOOOOO HAPPPY!!!!!!!!!!
GO INDO!!!!!!!!!!

Wish u all the best, Natsir and Widyanto for tomorrow's Gold Medal Match!!!!!!!!
Win again for Indonesia!!!!!
Get our second GOLD!!!!!!!!!



8/16/2008 11:15:00 PM ; smile'


Why do people have to be so pessimist sometimes?
I have always believe in the saying that whenever there's a will, there'll always be a way.
It's never too late to learn new stuffs.
Who said that only the children and young teens can learn new stuffs.
I know of a lot of adults who only started learning dancing at the age of 30 or so and succeeded.
You'll never know that they have just started dancing not so long ago when you look at their beautiful dances.
They can then even earn more income and teach people how to dance, even the hip hop dance!
How could she said that her friend who is only, like, 17 years old can never reach her dream of becoming an athlete?
It is so unfair!
I pity her friend...

It's never too late.
Better late than never.

I want to shout out to all those people who are giving up just because they think they have started too late to wake up and just go for it!
They've got nothing to lose and everything to gain!



8/16/2008 01:07:00 PM ; smile'

Friday, August 15, 2008

Does love mean thinking of the person
From Monday onwards
And only stop for a microsecond
Before the next Monday?

Does love mean thinking of the person
In every possible scenario
With you as the heroine
And he as the right guy?

Does love mean thinking of the person
Taking all his negative sides
Rephrasing all of them
To make his good sides’ list longer?

Does love mean thinking of the person
But know deep in your heart
That however much you love him
He will never ever be yours?

If that is love
Then I'm in love
I fell for a guy
That will never be mine...

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8/15/2008 01:40:00 PM ; smile'

Thursday, August 14, 2008

I am currently in the process of killing myself.
Why?
Because I am blogging,
Instead of studying for my SS and Physics exams tomorrow!!!
And it's not just some random exams,
It's PRELIMS!!!
Anyway,
I have this sudden urge to blog
because I have this sudden urge to create a blog where I can upload all the poems I've been writing...
Just for fun...
And see if anyone actually responds...
Besides that I'll also be posting some new stuff happening in my life...
So that'll be all for the greetings
Now, back to SS.
. . .



8/14/2008 11:02:00 PM ; smile'

thePROFILE;


Fiona (17) is an Indonesian who was exported to Singapore on 26th Oct 2006 to enroll in Cedar Girls' Secondary School unknowingly.
Nevertheless, she did not regret it as Cedar is such a fun school with fun people she would not want to exchange it with anything in the world.
Anyway, she was born to a happy couple on 29th August 1991 in Medan, North Sumatra, Indonesia.
Four years later, she was blessed with a cute little brother (who is not little anymore now by the way as he is now towering high).
She was living with her loving parents, brother, grandpa and a LOT of fishes. (which means she lives in the sea? o.0?)
Let's ignore that fact and let's talk about now.
Well, now, she has get her JAE result and is now an ANDERSON JUNIOR COLLEGE student, science stream.
She is not yet sure if she is happy with this result but she will still make the best out of her new school! ^-^
And she is so sorry for the wordy profile she had written. :p

theLOVE;


mom dad bro grandpa FRIENDS
SUSHI
reading
singing
watching all good movies and dramas
listening to all the good songs
writing stories (not necessarily good)
typing
and more?

theHATE;


goodbyes

having too many things to do in such little time

theWISH;


Duh, 6POINTS!! --- FAILED!! :(
a camera (SUCCEED SUCCEED SUCCEED!!!)
a guitar (SUCCEED)
an iPod speaker (SUCCEED)
straight A's!!
be a bit more bright to reduce the chance of getting cheated
a happy day everyday for everybody^^ (SUCCEED?)

theCHATTERBOX;

theEXITS;


AJCians
JunRong
QiJian
SuangFu
WeeKeat

CEDARIANS
BoonHui
Charlotte
Grace
Iwen
JingZhu
Joanne
LinLi
Magesh
PeiWen
XueNi
YanJie
YetHong

OTHERS
Lek
Vincent
Mr.Sng

friendster

thePAST;


August 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
August 2009

theMUSIC;

Tracks:
1. Fearless - Taylor Swift
2. White Horse - Taylor Swift
3. Love Story - Taylor Swift
4. Change - Taylor Swift
5. Crush - David Archuleta
6. Jump To The Rhythm -
Jordan Pruitt
7. Believe in Me - Demi Lovato


MusicPlaylistRingtones
Music Playlist at MixPod.com

theCREDITS;
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pls do not remove the credit.